Tuesday, May 12, 2009
here to blog...
recently turned 17
supposed to be a super joyous day...
but not super joyous...
only joyous
i mean, last year was better...
this year still ok...
cos everything got better on the next day.
i thank everyone who wished me happy birthday on wednesday.
marcus, weilin, liyu, mr tan,yong bang and 0109, who set me up!
Haha!!!
Most importantly, that day just did not went accordinly to plan...
i wanted to keep a low profle, so that YOU didn't know...
Well, YOU knew anyway...
Thanks 0109!!
Best friends forever!!!
Next day...
got shocked...
Received present from Audrey, Wang Kee and Xiao Dan!!!
Thanks for the present! Sure cherish it!!!
went out on that day
belated celebration
thanks!!!
Best!!!
now damn xian in life
this week is the actual performance of the stajeworks play
at esplanade
grand leh
serious time
will miss a lot of school
miss tmr
xian
but maybe
damn fun
better hope
YOU truly have been making me Depressed!!!
YOU have been ignoring me like no tomorrow
Maybe I am paranoid
I hope it's me that is overreacting
I hope everything is normal
I hope that YOU would not know...
But do YOU?
Maybe...
::9:22 PM
Monday, May 4, 2009
Today seems to be a stressful day…
I mean, that is life in AJC…
Sometimes I wonder if 0109 really knows me…
I mean, on the outside, or in their point of view, they think I am those super active and noisy ones, but on my inside do they see a guy who really needs help, has his problems but unable to express them out…
I doubt they understand..
Everyone has their own problems, I understand, it’s only the skill of saying them out…
I lack those skills………….
I truly want to say that for today is that it is the gloomiest day in my jc life. For once, I felt like giving YOU up.
Yeah, I can’t believe it..
I know my limitations, I know it is a one-way traffic.
But why must YOU bring both happiness and sorrow in my life…???
I tried every trick I know
All I want is to be there for YOU…
Yet I failed to do so…
YOU have truly been the source of my suffering…
Why YOU?
Why YOU?
::10:46 PM
