Wednesday, September 29, 2010
yeah, i'm backkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk :)
haha, prelims were ok ok la, at least i've studied, and i can't regret my performance.
right now haven get back all results, but so far haven't fail, that's because econs haven get back, once that comes, HAHA+GG :)
u will just get the feeling that u've studied all the content before, but for some unknown reason u will just forget everything and re-read and re-read until u sian. well, this has been happening to me :(
will blog about the after results reflections soon, when i get all the results back :(
most probably by next mon, getting back econs that day :) haha, gg liao :)
and i seriously need to find the fire in me that was present before prelims, shit la, after prelims like shag liao, all powers lost, but luckily, right now, my math will become untouchable for a little while, cos i can safely put that aside for a while, my sciences need catching up to reach the same level like math, and gp, gotta try to go for more conusltations, econs, haix, just try my best ba :(
gotta set targets, next post perhaps :)
and mom just dropped bombshell before dinner
she wants me to work during dec, although i really don feel like doing anything during dec and just wan to play and play :)
mom needs the money, and she wants me to work to earn money, apparently, she needs a 4-figure sum, haix, as a son, it feels bad when u can't do anything to help :(
but what if i suay suay go army ths dec, oh well, in a sense problem is solved as i would be gone and be in army. but i hope not la, cos i wanna teach next year.
Please let my enlistment be next year, pretty please....... :)
if i really do work during dec, maybe, maybe, and maybe, provided if there's a 4/5 outing this dec, i can't come, what if outing clash with work. If this happens, then it would make my previous entries look so hypocritical :( haix....
钱虽然不是万能的,但没有钱是万万不能 :(
::9:25 PM
Friday, September 10, 2010
argh, i know i haven been blogging
and it's not because i am studying crazily, i still use the com regularly, but just lazy to blog
cos i can practically blog the past 4 days i one para, cos they are the same :(
mon-thur
wake up -> play a bit of DS -> eat bread with peanut butter -> study till lunch time -> eat chicken rice -> read newpaper and play DS and watch TV till 3 -> study till dinner -> eat dinner -> watch TV and read newspaper -> study till i get to use the com -> watch digimon shows on youtube, facebooking -> study till i tired -> goodnight :)
this happened for the past 4 days, sian ttm i know, but i think i am 60% ready for prelims, but i really nervous leh, a lot of things depend on this prelims, please let me do well...... :)
and i finally completed the digimon shows today :) after 50 episodes, i can start a new series this dec hols, after the horrifying A levels :(
i have grand targets for this prelims, ad i am not going to disappoint myself like i did for mid years :)
JIAYOU :)
只要我说我办得到,我一定办得到
对自己有信心,肯定自己的努力
自我催眠, 加油!!!
大家, 不要放弃,坚持到底
不要气馁,打倒心魔
考试只是一个关卡,你是可以过关的
不要在让我看到任何"我不行"类似的句子
因为我们都是人,没有什么是难得倒我们的 :)
::10:21 PM
Wednesday, September 1, 2010
gonna do some blogging now while waiting for my videos to load :)
celebrated teacher's day in sch yesterday :) and i enjoyed myself, except for aces day part, the rest of the day was great, but unfortunately not awesome. was fun but not unforgettable. -_-
yesterday started with aces day, dancing to sorry sorry, lame la, at least get a newer song la. anw, i didn't really dance, who would, only the center block ppl enjoyed themselve, so, yeah -_-
then is performance time, and i enjoyed the performances, but not too a large extent. because, the talent that we ajcians saw were the same old talents. no offence, u ppl are good, but it's always the same old ppl. ok, i know that this performance is a volunteer basis, well, maybe it's just me, cause just saw these talents perform like a month ago, so, like same old thing -_-
i hope the teachers like the frames 0109 did, especially jean lee, my chem teacher. cos i was involved in her frame, and i hope she felt touched
then went back to amkss, sadly, not even 1/4 of 4/5 made it, and i don wan't to know why, cos there's no point in knowing. i really don understand, i already showed my displeasure so openly, and still no response, haix, i give up liao la, maybe i had a false impression 2 years ago :(
went popeye for lunch later with zong you, xiu wei, hong ye, winston and kai yuan. after that, drank koi, and homed
then was a whole day of slacking, and a bit of distress towards the night, family problems again, but i think solved already, the future looks good... :)
today 1/9/2010
study study study did tj math paper 2, did radioactivity tutorial (first time doing) and read nitrogen compounds notes again :) so i did chem, phy and math, later my read inflation notes and attempt compre, see how la :)
but i woke up late today, if not got more study time :(
will the year end outing even happen?
ppl said wait til end of years, wait till after A levels
well i think that's rubbish
when u answer, please think seriously whether u can make it
i can predict what will happen now...
"sorry, i need to work"
"sorry, not free"
ok first reason can be accepted, but if ppl were to say the second reason
i will curse them
it's just an outing, so hard meh???
maybe, it's just that hard :(
::9:06 PM
