Monday, May 4, 2009
Today seems to be a stressful day…
I mean, that is life in AJC…
Sometimes I wonder if 0109 really knows me…
I mean, on the outside, or in their point of view, they think I am those super active and noisy ones, but on my inside do they see a guy who really needs help, has his problems but unable to express them out…
I doubt they understand..
Everyone has their own problems, I understand, it’s only the skill of saying them out…
I lack those skills………….
I truly want to say that for today is that it is the gloomiest day in my jc life. For once, I felt like giving YOU up.
Yeah, I can’t believe it..
I know my limitations, I know it is a one-way traffic.
But why must YOU bring both happiness and sorrow in my life…???
I tried every trick I know
All I want is to be there for YOU…
Yet I failed to do so…
YOU have truly been the source of my suffering…
Why YOU?
Why YOU?
::10:46 PM