Thursday, July 29, 2010
hmmm, gonna blog about what happened these past 2 days :)
yesterday (wednesday):
had career fair day, well, to be honest, the university talks were boring, well, partly helped by the not switched on aircons in the audi, thanks a lot, now who has the mood to listen... -_- and for me, it's always the same, every uni talk i heard so far never talks about NIE, so, i switched off, as usual
but after the talks, went for respective career talks, NIE talk was a joke, i thought is a talk on school teachers, it turns out that it was on preschool teaching, nothing wrong with that, but i don like it
the MOE talk is seriously the talk that i had wanted for the past 3 years, now i really know the pathway to my future career. and yes, don't be shocked, i wan to become a teacher, it;s the satisfaction that u get when u taught someone, when u know that u had made a difference in others, i think i'm ready, i'm firm. I WANT TO BECOME A TEACHER, and i think i won't change that target for now
thus, signed up for some teaching internship programme that may happen next year, in JAN, and that means i cannot fail napfa now, if not my internship will be pushed back by 2 years, argh, i don wan that -_-
thus, my path currently is:
a levels -> Internship (hopefully) -> NS -> A uni degree -> NIE -> Teaching!!!! :)
thus, i wondered, what degree should i take in UNI? I think i may take business, it's like the back up option for me, and shld one day i decide to open a tuition centre on my own, this business knowledge may help me
THUS, I NEED TO START STUDY NOW!!! I NEED THE GOOD GRADES TO KEEP THE OPTIONS AVAILABLE. maybe i could take something else other than business, but i need good grades
luckily for me, the study mode is back, 0109 is now serious, my clique is getting serious, ok, rephrase, the guys are getting serious, the girls are alr serious, and looking at how we are so on when it comes to studying after sch, i just wanna say, let's go 0109, gonna fight on all the way (though a littlebit of fun in between is still important :D)
however, i will not lock away my ds, as suggested by some. DS=My 'wife', i don wan a divorce :)
today (thursday):
so it was lessons as usual, today is tutorial day, and for the first time, today seems to be the first time that a thursday has been so meaningful. it feels good to have done the econs work seriously and u listened seriously, although my work was done badly, screwed up the case study :( 5/17!!! sian la, lowest in class so far, hoping the essay helps me boost my grade
and GP was fun again. like Bridge 1 lectures now. at least i feel that it is meaningful for me and i'm learning something
chem and math was as usual, good. when u have 2 senior teachers who are so damn good, first u will feel damn shiok, but then, u will wan to do well so as not to let them down, they had made a difference with their good teaching, i wan the As to repay them...
gonna study econs test later, though i know the qn liao, one point to note is that econs is the only subject that u can fail even if it is an open book test. hope i don end up like yesterday. say what wan to start work at 10 plus, end up started only at 2320 and ended at 0050, sian...
加油, 我行的!!! 只要肯努力,就一定会有回报. 现在努力还不迟,好过你现在还在半梦半醒的状态, 是时候该读书了. 不能象几个月前的我, 不做功课, 不专心, 不上进. 豁出去!!! :)
::10:01 PM
