Sunday, August 15, 2010
oh my gosh, haven't been updating for days liao :(
but life recently is still ok la, not so hiong like previous weeks
and i think my form could be peaking soon
gonna do what i always wanted to do
futuretopstudent
and when i do that, treats to anyone i deem fit :)
cos today's productive level is so-so
read econs and felt sibei pek chek, cos i was reading how to measure economic growth and SOL, and like the same thing throughout leh, especially the behind portions, so, sian la
but that notes still understandable, so ok
morning did physics, finished up waves, oscillations and superposition
and i think those 3 chapters will still screw me up, so, hope for the best when prelims come
doing top jc prelim papers only made me feel more worried and more kan chiong
so, gonna do my best and not let my blog down... :)
and went gym on both thur and fri
ok la, i think i not hiong yet
when truncate timetable starts, i'm gonna make it 3 times a week, mon wed and fri
in fact, between phy extra lessons and gym, i pick the latter
cos i don wan my breaks to be taken away
i plan my own schedule, my life
it's my life......
so, gonna sleep soon, have to work tmr, everytime i go there i would tell myself, time to be positive and do my best
although the outcome may not be ideal, i promise to see out my contract (ok la, no contract actually) and teach them till their exams their over
that means i end in oct, and while ppl spend their sundays preparing for A levels, i spend it preparing for p5 and sec 2 exams, so, hope i can strike the balance, and end p everyone scores well :)
actually, i utilise time well, spend the in between waiting time to go study, so, it's a good thing
i'm trying very hard to delete u from my mind
but ppl always mention about it, and the memories resurface
argh, i hate myself
why is it so hard to forget, so easy to remember
i wish i can forget some nightmares permanently
there were so many mistakes in life, so many wrong moves
so many horrifying experiences, so many failures
i want to delete them all
yet i can't, they will only be there to serve as life's lessons
there are 2 sides to a coin
u may see it this way
i see it the another way
so i shld start learning from past's mistakes
and create a better future
although ultimately i still wish for time travel
and redirect my life like the way i wanted it
re-script, re-film
3,2,1 time's up
stop living in ur fantasies
and face the real world
-_-by the way- TNA wrestling rocks
support motor city machine guns!!! :)
best tag team in the business :)
::12:45 AM
