Thursday, August 5, 2010
ok, lets just be honest with myself
today started really bad, real bad, i don know what happened to me, but i really felt that maybe that comment shldn't have been made, cos i felt that i wasn't being loud.
great, now i have to think about how to explain myself, when i thought about it, now i think that it's more of my fault, but why am i thinking this way??? i didn't feel that way when i said those 'words'. just felt that maybe that comment shldn't have been said, now leh, i don know what to do liao. say sorry? how??? like a bit awkward leh.
so how the heck do i say sorry to people, when it is me that had hurt them seriously, especially girls, i think the words just cannot come out leh. great, how ironic, people expect me to say everything, now i'm stuck at 3 words. I AM SORRY......
hopeless.........
i shld stop swearing liao, i admit, i was willing to be influenced, but now i have to be firm, i gotta cut down on swearing... it's like a bad habit, a drug, easy to get addicted, difficult to shake off... deadly
this future teacher here gotta stop now, needs to be firm, repent...
JIAYOU...
ok, so about sch, thursdays now shld be my favourite days, no lectures, have meaningful tutorials, haha, partly because today's tutorials don have physics, if not thursdays' value will plummet. anyway, though we have gp lectures, now gp lectures for me is like tutorials, due to banding
and today's gp was so disappointing!!! ok, maybe expectations were raised due to previous 2 weeks of enriching lessons, and when 0109 guys warned me about that teacher's lame lessons, i still harbored a faint glimmer of hope that the lesson will be meaningful, as it turns out, the lame jokes made > the effectiveness of the lesson. i wanted to learn compre skills lor, now leh, have to resort to remembering all the things that choy said... haix, wished i had the study mood months ago and not like, recently. regrets...
econs remedial was gg, 1/20 for concept test, haha, wel, i was sleepy, lazy. but i will study hard, serious, right now, i target to complete either the case study or the essay by this weekend, hope i can tahan!!!
tmr half day, hope i can watch the last airbender, actually, i would be willing to waste the money to see how badly screwed up the movie is. ok, u will have high expectations due to the wonderness of the show, so will i get disappointed, i hope not.
come this sat, CHELSEA VS MAN U for com shield, well, go chelsea, start the season with a shield!!! :)
something i wanted to put here but i keep forgetting :)
CHELSEA 2010-2011 :)
No. Country Position Name 1 Czech Republic GK Petr Čech
2 Serbia DF Branislav Ivanović
3 England DF Ashley Cole
5 Ghana MF Michael Essien
6 Portugal DF Ricardo Carvalho
8 England MF Frank Lampard (vice-captain)
9 Argentina FW Franco Di Santo
10 Israel MF Yossi Benayoun
11 Côte d'Ivoire FW Didier Drogba
12 Nigeria MF John Obi Mikel
15 France MF Florent Malouda
16 England MF Scott Sinclair
17 Portugal DF José Bosingwa
18 Russia MF Yuri Zhirkov
19 Portugal DF Paulo Ferreira
20 Portugal MF Deco
21 Côte d'Ivoire FW Salomon Kalou
22 England GK Ross Turnbull
23 England FW Daniel Sturridge
24 Serbia MF Nemanja Matić
26 England DF John Terry (captain)
33 Brazil DF Alex
39 France FW Nicolas Anelka
40 Portugal GK Henrique Hilário
41 England DF Sam Hutchinson
42 England DF Michael Mancienne
43 Netherlands DF Jeffrey Bruma
44 France FW Gaël Kakuta
45 Italy FW Fabio Borini
52 Netherlands DF Patrick van Aanholt
Not forgetting Ramires who's gonna come soon!!!
GO Chelsea!!! win as many trophies as possible
i wanna see the champions league triumph next year, may!!!
ok, maybe i shld change my blogskin soon, instead of 2004's triumph, i shld change it to 2010's triumph!!! :)
gonna ask meiyen to help me, after all, she was the one that designed this :)
每次看到你说你会孤独, 说没了他你会寂寞
我只能想, 要是我耐心一点, 一切就不一样了.
以上内容与你有共鸣
我能够拿出勇气, 跟你亲口说声对不起吗?
每次我都在想, 要是我听从朋友的劝告, 慢慢来
现在我应该会很开开心心的过活吧?
会修身养性, 会过的安康
自作孽就是自作孽
我本来想成为一个能够陪在你身边的一个人
看似简简单单的一个任务, 竟然会被我摧毁
能够默默的关心你, 本来是我的荣幸
现在呢?
失望....
是对自己失望.....
::11:00 PM
