Wednesday, February 9, 2011
alright, my last post before i go army, and i really have no idea what to type here leh
ok la, lets talk about CNY, CNY this year has been fun, with family gambling sessions the best, cos for the first time, i managed to win money, and quite shockingly, AJC played a role in it, cos when i wore my AJ Cheetah house tee and played mahjong, i managed to win $$$, once i lost about $5 alr and i quickly wore that t-shirt and turned the tables around and won quite some $$$, like that shirt man
went to quite a few houses, but as usual, i don interact that much, just go that weird weird feeling whenever i visit someone else's house. maybe the angbao matters though, hehe :)
CNY has been about feasting on goodies, i think my chin-ups now die liao, i haven try them out for the past 1 month, but at the very least, i got Silver for Napfa hor, lucky? no way, i worked hard for it, and if i can do it once, i can do it again :)
during sunday, i wasn't able to attend 0109 outing (sorry guys -_-) cos i got dinner with grandparents. after dinner everyone just talked until 11pm, and most of us were shocked that it was 11pm alr.
and for these past 3 days, it was me, and the com, and done. i realised that i eally want to do lots of things in life, i want to be a teacher (many ppl know that alr) but i also want to learn football coaching, learn MMA and kick ass, be a volunteer, damn it, if only my enlistment was in may, or if only i was a girl, then no NS, and free to pursue my goals. i wouldn't call these my dreams yet, cos i don really need to accomplish all these, i wish to, but i don't need to. what i really need to do is stated on my facebook profile alr, but right now, MMA fighter, soccer coach, and if possible, be involved in staje still. cos i saw my seniors still actively involved in staje, as an actor, as a play write, i don know, it just seemed fun and exciting.
of course effort is needed if u want to pursue ur goals, i can only wonder if i have the perseverance to pull through and lead the life i want to live.
talking back about army, i got most of the stuff packed alr, i can't believe feb 10 came at so fast, it really is like a blink, but can i accept reality, well have to, and become a man. i'm only left with the goggles, some detergent, and stuffing all these items into one bag, haix, i will really miss a lot of my friends, but also my com, my ds and miss being a slacker
IT'S TIME TO GROW UP, LEE YONG CHANG KENNETH, FROM NOW ON, U'RE Y C LEE, AND I'M GONNA JUST PERSEVERE, AND PULL THROUGH :)
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